me talking about how it feels to be ignore and in the same time popular i have alot of things to talk about , but first lets talk how it feels to be the one whos living in a house of stranger who hate u coz they think that u brought shame and bad things to the family , u will never feel the pain and the agony i put through , i now when i see others suffer, my problems will be so tiny ,,,, but its my problem not there maybe the words cant express how it feels to be the diffrent one in ur family no no ,but what it can express the feeling is the dry tear . i now i have nothin left in this awful world nothing to hold on ... i feel sometimes i should end what my parents start alife ...life of who ??? it seems my life ////thats how i feel most of the times ok i have alot of friendz gay ones and maybe one straight guy who lives near me but can i call them friends ? they dont cry when they saw me crying no no ,they did not help me when i was in trouple no no they did not ....it seems like the good things i did for them gone with the air ...its like i never been exist what kind of friend is this. that ur friend the one who u call him friend abandon u in the tough times .... i cant imagine me going through the friendship lie agine ...coz if it happend and i trust a dude or anyone and i told him my secrets and everything i have in the world i offer to him ...and someday he cheat me in a very simple way ,,its will be so so freaking awful i dont now after that if i can continue living ,,,,ok we will talk about this agine >>now lets talk about love ,,, i been in several realotionships with hot dudes but is looks enough i dont now if it is bad or good personility enough ....i dont now all the guys i been with they all said good words about me hot sexxy white heart and i give them my life my bdy all what i have but why it seems not enough for them maybe its coz that there is no love exist or what ????sometimes i set and stare i always thinking how it will be to be with a guy for so long ....and how it will feel to have aniversery woooow i bet all will be so good ...but what the fuck happend with me and them
i will write about this soon agine
xoxoxoxoxo
love ,dani
im just broken heart
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